118. Ghosts

Day of the Dead
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            Wearing a large brimmed hat and a heavy brown cloak over his shoulders, Cristianno stood on his ship, gazing out at the dark seas in front of him. He knew what holiday followed the damn pumpkin and candy holiday: Day of the Dead. The rolling waves seemed to whisper the names of those he had lost:

                        Maerin
                                                Marcus
                                                                        The Captain

            With a dip of his head, he silently mourned his loved ones. Gerty and Ziggly knew better than to bother him when he was in this mood. He was one to share many things with those he trusted, but when it came to those who passed away, Cris remained private. The breeze that pushed the waves against the ship lifted the hat’s brim. His blue-green eyes saw the ghosts of those who once existed in his life walking delicately upon the waves, toward the ship, but they stopped at a distance. Cris longed for them to walk closer so that he could feel the soothing ghostly touch of their hands on his, but it was impossible.
            Marcus smiled at him took his mother’s hand. His mother was the picture of perfection. Her long, red hair spun around her as Marcus twirled her among the white, foaming waves. The Captain walked beside them. He wasn’t as old as he was when he died. He was young, just like when Cris met him the day Marcus passed away many years before. His dark hair blew in the breeze and he smirked as he watched Cris admire the fluidity of his parents’ dancing, stepping upon rolling waves.
            The darkening clouds overhead caused the winds to pick up even more and Cris pulled the cloak closed around him. For a moment, he could hear The Captain laughing at him, but Cris simply smiled. While his arms held the cloak around him, keeping him warm, his fingers extended out to them as he longed for one touch; one final caress.
            Marcus twirled Maerin once more, her hair and skirt flying outward, just the way they did when she danced around the bonfire when they were with the Darkmoon Caravan. In one of her turns, Cris saw her smile at him; a smile that told him she loved him forever.
            “Mama,” Cris whispered into the winds. She heard him. She just had to because after her spin, she blew him a kiss. She was happy, just the way she always was when she was around him. Sadness was never something she let him see, even when she was dying. He closed his eyes, bringing forth that final memory.


            “Momma, don’t leave me…”
            “Cristianno, my precious boy, I will never leave you.”
            “You’re dying, momma,” he whispered.
            “I’m leaving this sick body, but I’ll always be in your heart.”
            “What if I need you?”
            “Just call for me, and I will be there, inside of you.”
            The little boy held on to her ashy hand tightly. “No, momma. I need you here with me always.”
            “My heart is happy now, my baby. You will be well take care of.” Her sunken blue eyes looked up at Marcus. He simply nodded in silence. Cristianno kissed his mother’s hand. “I’ll love you forever, my little boy. My precious, little one. Sing me a song, my son.”
            Cristianno nodded silently, sobbing between lines, “The world’s spirits embrace us every step of our way…” He continued the Tauren melody and wiped his eyes to see his mother better. “Momma?”
            “Yes…my son?”
            “I love you.”
            “I love you, little one.”
            Cristianno pressed his red hair against her arm as he kissed her hand. It was then that he felt her grip loosen. He opened his young eyes and stared at the hand. “Momma?” There was no response. “Momma…?” Slowly, he lifted his head and saw his mother’s blue eyes closed forever.


            He trembled, unsure if it was because of the memory or the chill that was starting to envelope the ship and him. Cris opened his eyes and saw his mother on the sea, smiling and waving at him, young and beautiful as he remembered her. Marcus wrapped his arms around Maerin and appeared to be speaking to The Captain. Cris wished he could hear their voices, but it had been so long, he couldn’t even remember Marcus’ voice and The Captain’s voice was starting to disappear as well.
            Lightning struck in the distance, followed by the roll of thunder and for a moment, the images of his loved ones flickered, threatening to leave. Cris extended his fingers from under his cloak, silently begging for them to stay. The breeze lifted the hat’s brim and he noticed her walking toward him. Alaia.
            His eyes focused back to the three ghostly images. He could see The Captain’s large grin and his parents’ smiles. Just then, her tender arms wrapped around his cloak and body. At Cristianno tensed up, but when she placed her head on his back, he felt every muscle in his body give in to her embrace.
            “What’s on your mind?” she asked softly, her voice blending with the whispers the winds carried.
            Cris stared ahead at his mother, his human father, and the human pirate who took care of him for years. The Captain removed his hat and bowed deeply, stepping back and vanishing into the forming mists. Marcus spun Maerin once more and began to step back, holding Maerin’s hand, but Maerin didn’t move. She continued to stare at her son.
            After a deep breath, Cris whispered, “I’m okay now, momma.”
            Alaia lifted her head and turned to look at him, “Excuse me?” Cris looked at her and his heart felt a certain comfort. He turned back to the sea and noticed that his mother was waving at him, following her husband into the mists. Two short gasps and one long exhale later, Cris tried hard to stop the tears from falling down his face. He turned to look at Alaia one again and smiled softly. “I probably already told you, but let me tell you about the beautiful woman my mother was, the amazing man my father was, and the kind of dog my mentor was.”
            She smiled at him and nodded, shivering a bit in the cold wind. Cris opened his cloak and pulled her in against him, wrapping the cloak around them both. They walked toward the cabin when a gust of wind gushed by them. It was then that Cristianno finally heard his mother’s voice.
            My son.
            Those words triggered the tears, causing them to roll down his cheek. He smiled faintly and whispered, “My mother was the most beautiful woman in this world.” He looked down at her with his tear-streaked face, “But she’ll forgive me if I say that you are now the most beautiful woman in the world.” Her soft giggle soothed him even more as he continued to speak.
            The cabin door closed just as the first drops of rain began to fall upon the anchored ship.

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